This week has been a difficult one. I've felt like I'm fighting a nervous breakdown. I've had a sore throat & upset stomach. I've had way to many things on my to do list. Last night Marli asked me to play the Wii with her. She looked me deep in the eyes & said "Please"!!! How could I resist that? Instead of tackling a mound of chores...I ignored everything except her. Today when she was eating her breakfast she told me how much fun she had playing with me. I knew I made the right choice. Yesterday was my day off & I wasn't home for five minutes. After volunteering in both the kids classes I had to go to the dentist. I rushed home picked Marli up took her to the dentist & did the same when Jacob got out of school. Then we had to run to the mall & a few errands. It was almost 7:00 when we finally made it home.

I've been really missing
Jaxon. He is my
Valentine & I really wish I could get an email or phone call from him for
Valentines day. Whenever I want to feel close to him I wear
red. It's always been one of my favorite colors & he loves it too. I have a very special
Valentine from him that's framed on my wall. I get to see it every morning & night. I want him to know he will always be my
Valentine! I just got a new Stampin Up stamp set & it's name is I
{heart} Hearts! It totally makes me think of
Jax. I made the cutest cards for card club & they were inspired by
Jax.

The kids & I were going through their old Valentine boxes from the last few years. It's so fun to read them. The friends they made in Pre-school & Kindergarten are some of the neatest relationships. I love that we have a day dedicated to those we think of as our Valentines.

I came across this poem & thought it was pretty perfect. It's how I feel about my loved ones!
Words Aren't Enough
by: Denese H. Boyett
No words could ever tell you,
No action could express
The way I feel about you,
With you, my life is blessed.
You're the light in my tunnel.
You are my pot of gold.
You are the strength that gets me through
When despair has taken hold.
You're my once in a lifetime.
You make my life complete.
You are my blue ribbon
In the shadow of defeat.
There's nothing I could ever say,
And nothing I could do
To let you know just how much
Love is in my heart for you.
No matter what is on my list I refuse to make it more important than my family & friends. I'm so grateful I have the best kids in the world. They are so much fun & make everyday a great day. I love when we all snuggle up in my bed or on the floor. I look forward to reading with them every night. When it's so cold out we cuddle up with Hot Chocolate & have fun hiding under the blankets. I'm grateful for a warm home & a warm heart!